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4th August 2007

8:05pm: And every day for the next fotnight...
Current Mood: tired

3rd August 2007

9:10am: If this is true...
...then, after watching Jekyll, I have to say I approve.

Clickity Click Click

2nd August 2007

11:03pm: Transformers

These are Transformers:



These are not:





This is all.

18th July 2007

1:58am: Again...
Current Mood: drunk
12:13am: Did tou know
yu vcant wrok as productiely after drinking a bottle fo vdka

13th July 2007

5:40pm: ASCII Fun
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9:40am: I'm pretty sure im dying.
this is all

11th July 2007

1:56pm: Forgive me father, for I have sinned
It doesnt go out of date until 2010, it comes in a yellow tin and, in hindsight, 75p was probably too much to pay.
This is all I shall say.

7th July 2007

3:44pm: You know you've done something wrong
..when you see this message onscreen

Fatal error: Allowed memory size of 134217728 bytes exhausted (tried to allocate 44 bytes) in xxxx.php on line xxx

Yes, that is 128MB of memory all gone in one script. Oops!
Current Mood: embarrassed

29th June 2007

8:23pm: There's a fine line between genius and madness
I'm think I'm doing a pretty good job walking the tightrope at the moment.



This project is stealing my soul piece by piece. no-one, including myself, had realised quite how intense it was going to be when we took it on. then they gave us the deadline and we said yes. Well, I tried my best not to say yes. BUT if I get this done by the end of the weekend (it won't be finished but will be blaggable) then the rewards may just be worth being apart from some very important people at a very important time (different groups of people, different reasons and a spread of about 80 miles. And I'm fucking stuck here  when I should be with them).
I sleep in a squat. I eat very little and take in more caffeine per day than most people do in a week. Than most coffee drinkers take in in a week. This had better be worth it.

And bearing all that in mind, I shall be going out to the pub in about 20 minutes.
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Waking hours: 34.5
Hours until deadline: 60.5
Current Mood: optimistic
7:35am: ME AND MICHELLE DID A GOOD DEED!
We saved a hedgepig! We are going to heaven. It was small and had a dodgy leg and everything and got stuck walking across a drain and all it's legs fell down the holes AND PEOPLE TRIED RUNNING IT OVER COS THEY'RE IDIOTS but we saved it and carried it to safety in the graveyard so it could be all goffick and necro and the like.

In other news, I need to start exercising once this site is done.
Related news, I am well behind on the site.
Current Mood: okay

28th June 2007

10:42am: Where are my shoes? I kicked them off in a fit of joy...
So yeah, managed to lock myself out of the office last night. Behind the door sat my phone battery, wallet, tea and shoes.

So I did what anybody would in that situation. I tried breaking in through the front windows. All that succeeded in doing was tearing my jeans as I climbed over the spiky fence and getting some funny looks. Including a van stopping and asking me if I needed help (in a "what are you doing" kind of way) when I found myself impaled on the way back over. Yeah, wasn't getting back in there.

Spent the night in the apartments upstairs. I even had a bath, which was quite exciting. I havent had an actual bath in aaaages. Oh, and I listened to Radio York. There's a lot of talking on Radio York. I'd forgotten about that. AND they cheat! They just play Radio 5 after a certain time.

Woke up this morning at 7. Realised this was too early and that no-one would be around to wake me up for another hour. Went back to sleep. Woke up again at 10. Bugger. Too much work to do before this bloody deadline to be faffing on like that.

Time till deadline: 93 hours
Current Mood: embarrassed

27th June 2007

3:16pm: Today I left the fence
It's quite a scary world down here, isn't it? One email, a few things that needed to be said and now we wait...

26th June 2007

5:02am: I am less adjusted these days

Probably doesnt help that I'm procrastinating at 5am, rather than either sleeping or doing the bloody work I'm meant to be doing but:

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Very High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

I got a bit crazier than the last time In tok this, it would appear. :S
Current Mood: lazy
4:28am: I had a masterplan for you, but you let me down
Strange to think that last time I sat typing on here about PHP at stupid o'clock in the morning, I was struggling with code about as complex as a Good Charlotte song structure. Theres even a celebratory post from the first time I managed to write something without it white scren of deathing me. These days, I struggle with problems seemingly far more complex in much the same way. Which gets me thinking about how little progress, in the general scheme of things, 3 years has made.
3 years from now, these problems will be child's play. I will be ashamed that I spent hours and hours sat trying to understand how to deal with sending an XML file from one server to the next. I'll laugh at my first attempts and all the schoolboy errors in there.
And then I'll go back to tearing my hair out over the current set of problems. Each of which "far more complex" than these.

It's quite a humbling experience in it's own small way. To realise that no matter how much time you dedicate to one area of learning, to one area of expertise, even mastering a tiny portion is, and will, always be out of grasp.
Current Mood: contemplative
1:30am: Gifts for Michelle (and lEEce and anyone else interested...)
SAXONWhooo <-- That one's him stressing not dancing. I remembered wrong!
Current Mood: blank

25th June 2007

2:38pm: 3 questions
1, Why did I feel the need to watch Harry Potter 3 AND 4 over the weekend?
2, Is it wrong to add ProPlus to coffee in place of sugar?
3, Can you hear the drums...?
12:54pm: Ever feel like it's a Monday
Why is it that when you really need everything to run smoothly, the world seems to be out to get you?
Late up
Late train
More late / cancelled trains
Rain
Fucking school outings
MICROSOFT
Deadlines
People going on holiday

I'd go into details, but that would set matters even further behind.

One day, things will happen to me one after the other, rather than all at teh same time then fuck-all for a while.

I am so looking forward to a looong weekend in a couple of weeks time...
Current Mood: stressed

22nd June 2007

5:21am: Waste not, want not
I managed to get back in to Livejournal! Which scares and confuses me that
1, I can still remember which email address I used#
2, I can still remember the password to said account
(2.1 I'm still using the same passwords as I was 3 years ago.)
3, The account is still active (LJ and my email)
4, I have had the apathyzine hosting for 3 years.
5, The last thing I posted about was how good 1MB broadband was. Oh dear.
6, I HAVE A FACEPARTY??

Ah well, for some reason, hyped up on caffeine and still at work, restarting an LJ seems like a good idea.
Time will tell.

Garooth - I blame you and your shouting at lEEce on RR.
Current Mood: exanimate

6th October 2004

12:24pm: Broadband makes me sex wee
Two 200MB files downloading at the same time? Nae trouble.
Mmmmm, 1.1MB sex in a metal case...
Current Mood: refreshed

29th September 2004

9:40pm: Fireworks
Why?
It sounds liking fucking Basra round here >=o|
Current Mood: stressed
1:00am: 43
and counting

28th September 2004

6:06am: Wooo(!)
24 hours awake. And going to work in under 2 hours.
Roll on 12am and bed...
Current Mood: crappy

27th September 2004

11:27am: Ace!
I know no-one gives a shit about php, but its my journal so fuck the lot of youse!

fixed another problem:
swap If statement for Switch statement and everything's fine and dandy
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